Hello everyone! I will be resuming blogging next monday. I have been trying to figure things out in my life and trying to push myself forward to make better life choices. I have severe depression, anxiety and an eating disorder. Living with my family doesn't help anything. The constant fighting and my mother's mental health really effect me. So I am trying to better myself by focusing on me. I tend to stretch myself very thin when it comes to taking care of others. But recently my depression and anxiety have stopped me from living. I don't get out of bed. I don't even reaf really. I've been on the same book for a week. I normally wake up at 5:50 am, wake my husband up, make his breakfast then I sit with him until he leaves at 6:45. Then I will either read for 10 minutes or just go right back to bed. I sleep all morning. But I don't sleep at night. I feel like I sleep my life away but in reality I only sleep for 4-6 hours a day tops. But I am going to attempt to change things. Thank you guys for sticking with me. Blogging and books are definitely a huge part of my life and I want to be a better blogger and a better reader.